[[ bLuHdy Life ]]

There are some blogs out there that rambles on about the ups and downs of life
and possible random stuffs once in awhile.
And this blog, is one of them.
Just needed a space to put down some thoughts or I would have gone insane.
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Friday, June 19, 2009

.::New Start, Same Old Life::.

//cut my life into pieces...

Yesterday, I was offered something that many might have wanted.
longed.
wished for.
But I did not exactly agreed yet.
Hesitation.
I'm still hesitating.
What? Why? Who?
Unlike other people who are really determined to get a PR here,
I'm those stuck in between types.
I feel like I wanted to stay here,
yet, there's no reason I wanted to stay here.
but then, there's also no reason I want to go back to M'sia.
In other words, I'm still unsure what I want.
Life is very realistic.
I know it won't go as how I imagined it.
study hard, graduate, got a computing job, make good money, have a good life.
unreal.
study hard, graduate, run a restaurant, make money, survive and live : is the path offered.
I mean, it's not so bad
but just not what I have in my mind.
not my ideal job?
but it might be my only chance to remain here.
and earn money.
and support my family.
damn.
I'm a grown up now.
damn.

//don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding.

-Same Damn Thing; Just A Different Day-
10:55 AM~*

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Character Name : bLuHdy-HeLL
Level : 23
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Location : Hobart
Current Status : Tired

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