Saturday, October 31, 2009
.::lonely.::.
failed C# as miserably as expected.It's only times like these that makes you realise that you don't have much close friends.
else I'll be talking to them on the phone now and not blogging.
Ever since DemoDay,
you almost called me everyday.
I can't tell if I'm grateful for your company,
or cautious.
You were the fire that kept me warm,
and gave me light...
but you also burnt me so bad.
You banned me from your light,
with no reason.
And with no reason,
you allowed me back in again.
If you didn't hurt me so bad in the first place,
maybe I would have more self esteem,
and wouldn't fail so bad like I do now.
you said I'm a good programmer.
you said I'm kind.
but all these words just felt like a lie.
I don't mean to upset you,
I don't mean distrust.
It's too late to mend this heart,
It's too late to restart.
-Same Damn Thing; Just A Different Day-
12:16 AM~*