Wednesday, January 27, 2010
.::depressed, yet again.::.
Developed back pain, or more like spinal pain near the area that supports the body.
Pelvis?
And now, i cant even bend down to touch my toes flexibly like i was able to without a jolt in my muscles.
Nothing can make u feel any older than things like these.
Read aqua blue cinema the other day.
And damn.
Made me more depressed by awakening the feeling frozen deep down inside.
Made me feel lonely.
Alone and lonely.
Helen been pushing me lately to get a boyfriend.
It's not that i dont like them,
but they're just not my type.
One seems to be just using me for my english ability, doesn't really give a damn about me.
The other is good looking and kinda rich, but often says the wrong things at the wrong time, ending up giving the wrong impression- someone who could not make me feel happy :(
another always says lets catch up someday but never made any attempts to.
Sighs.
Maybe the love i want only exists in manga...
-Same Damn Thing; Just A Different Day-
10:47 AM~*