[[ bLuHdy Life ]]

There are some blogs out there that rambles on about the ups and downs of life
and possible random stuffs once in awhile.
And this blog, is one of them.
Just needed a space to put down some thoughts or I would have gone insane.
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Wednesday, July 14, 2010

.::dc::.

Just feel so disconnected from the World.

Just want to hit the bars and dance and have fun.

Feel so disconnected from my best friend...

she doesn't go online so often anymore.

on call with her dear probably.

I feel so disconnected with Ary too...

We just stop contacting each other...

Distance killed us.

I want to upgrade my CPU...

so that I can play L4D2 or Sims 3 better...

sighs.

Another 2 weeks of unpaid work

-Same Damn Thing; Just A Different Day-
12:00 AM~*

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

.::Circle::.

my babe, you have completely forgotten my birthday.

it saddens me.

even after forgetting every year.

a cycle.

round and round we go.

people interested in me, I'm not interested in.

People I'm interested in, are not interested in me.

round and round.

history keep repeating itself.

When will it end?

not ending.

no end for circle.

ah...

really wanna go drinking on Wed at Elsa's.

but...

gotta work on Thursday.

sighs.

-Same Damn Thing; Just A Different Day-
11:13 PM~*

Sunday, July 4, 2010

.::24 Hours Wait.::.

The only person I wanted to hear from,

didn't contact me.

I knew it was a wishful thinking but,

birthday is when you make wishes right?

Today feels weird though.

Maybe due to alcohol last night?

I dunno.

But it either feels like:

A) It's not my birthday today

B) I've never celebrated birthday before.

It just feels weird.

Like being sang Birthday song,

blowing out candles,

cutting cake.

It's like I've never done this before and I don't know what to do.

Which reminds me,

I actually forgot to make a wish before blowing out the candles. lol.

anyways,

something about last night.

went to O bar with Elsa and friends,

originally just planned to drink beer but eventually drank two shots coz she was like,

it's your birthday! must drink!

haha

one was tequila shot.

the other I have absolutely no idea what it was.

but I was a bit drunk before that last shot and I drank it too fast.

lol.

so thankfully it was about time to go coz when I got home,

I was really drunk.

I just flopped on my bed, shoes on.

then I was like, shoes... gotta take them off.

and that's the last thing I remember before 1hd2 woke me up in the morning.

heh

then I got ha;f day off from work!

it's awesome.

hehe

ah wells...

-Same Damn Thing; Just A Different Day-
11:31 PM~*