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Tuesday, November 2, 2010

.::仕方がない::.

As I lay on my bed,

my sight was focused on the bookshelf on my left.

Filled with manga, DVD, games, and PVCs,

a sight I never thought I'd see when I first arrived in Australia.

After all, one manga cost around AU$14.95,

about RM45 in my home currency.

In M'sia, one manga only cost RM7,

so you can imagine how expensive one manga here in Aus to me back then.

And now, I'm happy I can finally support my hobby despite having to work really hard for it.

I always said I'd want a better paid job,

preferably related to my degree,

and a shorter working time than my current one,

so that I will have more time for myself.

However,

I know that I'm not looking hard enough.

It's not that I'm satisfied,

but more like...

I'm too scare to leave this comfort zone.

My programming skills aren't epic,

networking knowledge are just basic.

To be thrown into a World surrounding these skills which I have no confidence in,

is scary at the moment.

It's been a year since I've done serious programming.

My .NET skills aren't so good.

Didn't get to do mobile programming in one of my uni units.

I wanted to be in this World.

Computing World.

But I lack confidence to stay in this World.

I wanted to study more,

practice programming more,

but with only one day off for myself,

all I wanted to do this day is to relax and have fun.

Afterall,

I have to work another 66 hours until I get another day off from work,

just so I can continue to support my hobby!

shikata ga nai~

-Same Damn Thing; Just A Different Day-
11:38 PM~*

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