[[ bLuHdy Life ]]

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

.::Good end, bad end, true end.::.

My love for anime/ manga could be viewed as a way of running from real life.

In real life, there's no way to know that something will have a good end.

Even if you tried really really hard,

there are just things that are not within your reach.

I have walked such road.

Even if you tried really hard and gave your all,

you can't make someone to return your feelings.

You can't bring your loved ones back from the dead.

That, is real life.

At least in anime, they are more bound to good ends.

And if it really does have a bad end,

words spreads really fast and I'd find out and not watch it,

hence avoiding the bad end.

If I would have known my friend would bought up a conversation that would depress me,

I would not have picked up the phone,

and avoid these bad ends.

Sometimes, there's no shame in running away.

I'd rather run than to support the one you love to be with another.

But this is real life.

And these are the things which you can never run away from.

-Same Damn Thing; Just A Different Day-
12:55 AM~*

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

.::::.

I really hate Christianity bullcrap talk.

Maybe originally Christianity itself is pure,

but along the way after so many generations,

it has changed.

To me, religion is something one believes in it to be strong,

because they are not strong enough to believe in themselves in the first place.

Why can't people just believe that they are here,

and their achievements so far are because of themselves?

Their own effort?

Their own strength?

Instead of thanking some unknown existence?

At this point, Christians will probably be like,

But who gave them life in the first place?,

who gave them strength in the first place?

bla bla bla.

On the same argument I could also say aliens are the one who gave us life and strength.

Man, I don't know.

I just can't stand people being over grateful to God.

Think for a second who is working hard to earn enough money for your education and shit.

You think God would just rain money from the sky just because you are such a faithful believer and you really deserve better education?

Rather than appreciating some yet to be proven existence,

appreciate more of your loved one who are still living.

God doesn't saves us,

we're the one to save ourselves.

-Same Damn Thing; Just A Different Day-
1:06 AM~*

Saturday, December 4, 2010

.::::.

The complicated feeling of wanting to say something to relief the burden.

But that something shouldn't be made public.

And yet,

the heart wants to share.

ahhh.

crap life.

kuso no jin sei?

-Same Damn Thing; Just A Different Day-
2:31 AM~*