[[ bLuHdy Life ]]

There are some blogs out there that rambles on about the ups and downs of life
and possible random stuffs once in awhile.
And this blog, is one of them.
Just needed a space to put down some thoughts or I would have gone insane.
And of course, click on the characters above (with names) for navigation to get to other sections in this blog.

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Sunday, March 13, 2011

.::Coming out::.

Is it worth it?
Or in my case, is it even necessary?
It won't change the fact that I'll still be alone.
Nor change the fact that I have to work 66 hours a week, limiting my time to go out and meet someone new.
What will change is how people will treat me if they knew.
Would it be awkward?
But not coming out is also quite suffocating.
I felt like I couldn't be myself.
Friends drag me into changing room without giving a second thought.
Will they still do the same if they knew the truth?
I felt like I'm lying to them.
Like I've betrayed their trust.
But coming out... I could have lost these friendship entirely.
I know I won't know until I give it a try.
But if the worst did happen,
I don't think I can take it.

-Same Damn Thing; Just A Different Day-
10:55 AM~*

Friday, March 11, 2011

.::Love?::.

Shit I don't know.
But I might have fallen in love with my friend.
I never really intended to, but...
Is there really even a choice to begin with?
Or maybe this is just a really really close friendship I'm feeling?
Man... Falling in love can be shit sometimes.
Especially if you're in my shoes.

-Same Damn Thing; Just A Different Day-
3:30 PM~*

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Character Name : bLuHdy-HeLL
Level : 23
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Location : Hobart
Current Status : Tired

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