“when people are lonely, they always find someone who can be their crush.
it doesn’t mean they actually like him this much.. they like the idea of having someone special in their lives”
Maybe you're right.
Maybe I don't like you this much.
Maybe I just like the idea of having someone special in my life.
I've honestly never felt this way about someone I have never met,
or even know what they look like.
I like to separate my online identity away from my real life,
but I am failing miserably.
I just felt like I can talk to you about anything.
Things I never talked about to my online friends, or real life friends.
But this distance, is killing me.
I'm trying to believe it's not an obstacle.
That I can see you someday.
I do.
I want.
But reality kicks in and it hurts like hell.
Maybe we can try again,
in the next lifetime.
Because I do believe what I feel, is real.
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