[[ bLuHdy Life ]]

There are some blogs out there that rambles on about the ups and downs of life
and possible random stuffs once in awhile.
And this blog, is one of them.
Just needed a space to put down some thoughts or I would have gone insane.
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Tuesday, June 14, 2011

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I want to send her a drawing,

but I couldn't get her address.

I can understand why.

I mean, it's an address, probably house address,

how can you just share it to someone you barely knew for a month?

But it hurts.

I can understand why but it still hurts.

That the one you love doesn't trust you completely.

I can understand why she can't trust yet too.

But it still hurts.

like a bitch.

It's crazy.

Sometimes I feel maybe this is happening too fast.

But I cannot help it.

I crave for her like a draught crave for rain.

My insecurities are kicking in.

I want to be with her, yet I don't.

I need her love, yet I'm scared to get hurt if I don't get it.

Some part of me feels this will never be real,

until we see each other.

I don't know.

I just want her to want me.

That 4am moment in the mornings where we talk to each other.

It's always the best moments in my life.

I guess I'm not dealing so well with the time spent without you. ):

-Same Damn Thing; Just A Different Day-
7:44 PM~*

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