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I can't take it anymore.
This hope I don't want to hold on to anymore.
Why didn't she just tell me who she wrote that for?
Is it me? Is it someone else?
It's painful to hope.
Maybe she does loves me.
Maybe it's just not possible for us to be together coz we're so far away.
I need her.
I need her to feel alive.
A purpose in my life.
Watching that movie was all I wanted for my birthday.
But it didn't happen.
I don't blame her for overslept
but it's all i ever wanted yesterday.
All I ever wanted.
And I can't tell you you are the reason I'm upset.
Because I don't want you to feel sad that you're the reason I'm sad.
So I'll just drink.
I'll drink and pretend everything is OK.
-Same Damn Thing; Just A Different Day-
10:44 AM~*