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I'm feeling really terrible.
I just want to get lost in games.
Forget the pain.
But my mum took all of it away from me.
Making me go to sleep at 12am.
In the dark.
With all these thoughts.
I close my eyes, and all I can see is lines with red dots.
All that's on my mind is how painful it is to see the person you love loving someone else.
But this time, I won't show it out.
It's not fair really.
I'm just not the one.
I don't have to make her feel bad that I feel bad.
Fucking hurts.
Drowning myself in pre-Linkin Park.
Almost reaching my limit.
-Same Damn Thing; Just A Different Day-
1:07 AM~*